Well you know if I am up at midnight blogging that I am obviously missing my husband. He has officially been gone 11 days now. Not quite sure if it is getting harder or easier at this point. He was chosen by his work to go to Hawaii (YES I SAID HAWAII) to work. It was an easy decision for him to go cause it was guaranteed work. Last winter was rough and work was slow, so when this opportunity presented itself we had to jump. He comes home on Dec 24 and then goes back out again.
I have been doing this for 10 years now you would think that i would be used to this, I think as time goes on it gets harder. When Keith and i first met he was gone for weeks on end. Then after a while it was he was gone all week and home on the weekends. So when he finally came off the road and found a local job, I think deep down we both thought how is this going to work. Him having anxiety of being home every night and me thinking man having him around to ruin my routines. To my surprise it was easy having him home. Now 2 years later having him gone for this long is hard and it has only been 11 days. I try my best to keep busy with homework, and keeping the girls occupied and work and running the house but when i get just one moment to myself boy is it lonely. I don't think i tell him enough how much i appreciate him. He is my rock. I know some people looking in from the outside don't really understand us but that is what keeps our love and commitment to each other strong.
Babe i miss you and even though you are so far away I hope you know how much I love you.
Thanks to you all for letting me tell my husband how much he is loved and appreciated. Pictures and more about me and the girls and our adventures to come.
2 comments:
It is hard when someone you love is not around anymore. You will get through it. I am sure He misses all of you also. Love you sister and if you need anything give us a call.
We are here for you anytime Jill. Just call or come up. Love you!
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